two recent pics



at my friends' viva le vox's (myspace.com/vivalevox...check them out!!) cd release carnival this past saturday. my hair was in fingerwaves, and i promise i only made this face when my picture was being taken. drunkkkkkk

hopefully ill be doing a zombie pin up shoot soon... yay!! my dreams. lingerie and zombie make-up

ahhh how ive missed a good lj fight
its been a while

on the off-chance that anyone from my area reads this, my birthday is monday and im celebratin tonight
the old gay bar in lake worth is now an indie rock type dive bar and my buddies viva le vox are playin.
starts around 9:30.
come dance

and even if you live somewhere else and cant come or whatever, check out viva le vox on myspace.
i guarantee youve never heard anything quite so majestic
myspace.com/vivalevox

hillbilly rockabilly country redneck leasure porno music...sort of

just check em out, they are fantastic!!!

is anybody out there?

im done with cosmetology school. waiting for my paperwork to come back from the florida state board so i can take my license exam! yay!

anyone need their hair done?

VERY picture heavy. ive been around here waayyyyy tooooo looooonnnggg haha

( oh boyyy.... )

so i was just driving innocently down the road and some asshole comes up behind after going thru a stop light. he was half in the oncoming traffic lane and half behind me. then cars came at him and he moved over a little, but he was still sewrving all over the lane and at times, into the other lane. when i saw him coming up behind me at first i thought he could be troubled, so i typed 911 into my phone. when he started almost ramming me i called. then he started trying to ram me again and i was FREAKING out and the 911 lady told me to turn onto a side street. i did. he kept going.

i hope they catch him. he could seriously kill someone driving like that. sometimes i think i should be a cop. lol, i would be the biggest dick ever if i were a cop. no one (except innocent stoners) will get away with ANYTHING.

id lay down the motherfucking LAW.

heres a little taste...these are very very recent pics at the bottom..except the last one was from halloween

( yeaaa stuff )

ill get pics up soon. maybe later tonight. i can tell im about to start raggin it..my back has been hurting for 3 days and i keep feeling sick. last few times i got it, it gets worse and worse. midol and pamprin dont work..i need a painkiller to help. taking even the ultra extra strength pamprin doesnt work. its like if you switched from red bull to decaf coffee. aint helpin :(


hopefully my boy has gotten some goodies for me bc im in pain and i havent even gotten damned bloody yet :(


in other news i have FINALLY landed my first PROFESSIONAL MAKE-UP JOB. my bff works in a deli/bagel store, and one of her customers came in and liked the make-up i did on her so much he wanted me for a photoshoot. edgy bridal. sweet. and the amke-up amy was wearing when he asked her to give me his number was from the night before. seriously.

the shoot is next wednesday. it doesnt pay but its such an amazing opportunity for me to get myself out there and do some networking. there will be a red carpet even going on inches away from the shoot, and its gonna be jam packed with models, fashion designers, other stylists and at least one modeling agency.

go me!

ive decided to start trying to use this beast again.
my life has been insane.
working and going to cosmetology school.
but that doesnt begin to cover it.
id have to start talking about alllll the boys.
that will take a while, and im supposed to be getting ready to go see this dude christian.
and i guess i will meet his son tonight?
weird.
i have no idea how old the kid is.
christian's 38...the kid could be 20 if he had him at 18.
crazy.
i doubt hes 20, tho.
anyway ill post some pics sometime this week.
i cut the mohawk off and i have gotten a slew of new tattoos.
not really a slew.
a few.
but yes.
<3

this is what happens when im bored and the only person talking to me is adam:


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prick up
to get a stiffy, hard-on, boner, etc. when the man's prick goes up.
"dude i got a prick up in the middle of class and had to cover it with my giant notebook"
by gillian puke



that'd be urban dictionary. whats funny is that this conversation wasnt about sex. not at the "prick up" point, anyway. we got there, tho.

ohmygod im so fucking bored.

should i go out tonight?

so monday i was on a date with this new guy, joe. kinda nerdy, cute and sweet like duckie from pretty in pink. looks a little like him too, but in a plaid trucker shirt wit pearl snap buttons. and this other guy brian called me..i ignored the call. next day i talk to brian. he had called me to go to tampa with him for mayhem fest cuz his boy has backstage passes and free tickets and whatever. fuck. so brian offered to buy my ticket last night, so i went. ive never seen this kid in anything but t-shirts and he was wearing a black wife beater and then he took it off for a while. daaammmmmn he looks good. thin and lean but TONED. uhhhhhh yeah. so first we get box seats from his friend, then he gives us seats like 8 rows from the front. we totally rocked out to dragonforce!!!!

and after slipknot it was some waiting around to go backstage but wedid make it back there. first it was lame but then the singer from slipknot showed up, unmasked and shirtless..hot. they talked about zombie movies for a while, then we left the room. then outside slipknots dressing room was more waiting, but then the guitarist hooked everyone up with beers and invited us into the dressing room.

i aprtied with slipknot!!! i drank slipknots beers and used their deodorant!!! i need to find brians friend for the pics from last night.

oh and i meet dragonforce! i high fived them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then brian took me back home and we smoked pot and hung out and junk

i have a newfound respect for slipknot now. esp since they played after disturbed. me and brian made friends with the cute black chick next to us, she smoked us out and shared her giant, overpriced beer with us. i could not stop giggling during this show.disturbed was hilarious!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so in comparison, slipknot was badass. its funny to see them unmasked. theyre regular dudes. go figure.

im drunk and lonely

so from june 26 i found myself on thesilverlove.com..i went the next week..no pics of me up. but lassst week i went down there again...dollar pbrs bitch! and found several choice pics of myself and friends. enjoyyyyy.



nasty girls. me with amy and jessi

( tomorrow there'll be hell to pay )

so i went to thesilverlove.com and found some pics of me at respectables two weeks ago


me and brad. first beer of the night.


( more from respecs and some other junk )